ink.10

sketchbook

2009-06-21T10:21:00.000-07:00

brief collection 0.1

2008-05-27T12:09:00.000-07:00

percuma

brief collection 0.2

2008-05-26T12:09:00.000-07:00

"Bang bang,"

brief collection 0.3

2008-05-22T12:09:00.000-07:00

Uncooked wires

2008-02-21T23:07:00.000-08:00

Sleepless days and nights.
but i'll be back.

"The Playground"
coming soon.

Stay tuned and watch the space.

2008-01-04T19:20:00.000-08:00

Hello and Goodbye

ink and collage on paper, PS manipulation

2007-12-21T10:42:00.000-08:00

An invitation by Mr Saz to spruce up Juying Secondary School's Basement.

From left; Grafted, Script, Ink.10, Chapy chap

2007-12-13T06:16:00.000-08:00

Illustration for Sirens II

pen, chinese ink, spray paint, collage on paper, PS manipulation

2007-11-13T02:28:00.000-08:00

"Brown butterfly"

Pen on paper, PS manipulation

A Remfry David's Inspiration

2007-11-12T21:35:00.000-08:00

A commission project with the schoolmates for the official opening of Jurong West Sports Complex.

2007-09-09T08:58:00.000-07:00

Untitled 01

Another page in my blackbook.
Ink transfers, pencils and markers on paper

2007-07-30T10:40:00.000-07:00

Letting Go

pencil on paper, PS manipulated

2007-07-11T09:49:00.000-07:00

Glove doctor doctor was the best man. Hahaha. Today was the ish!

2007-07-05T04:48:00.000-07:00

Once upon a fairytale

gouche and collage on paper, PS manipulation

2007-06-16T22:20:00.000-07:00

Sea Chaos

pencil, markers, pen and paint on brown paper

2007-06-14T22:27:00.000-07:00

You are making me

gouche, collage, and ink transfer on paper, PS manipulation

2007-05-28T20:38:00.000-07:00

Live demo at Taman Warisan last Saturday. Based on a kampung theme, a collaboration with DTB and Achap.

2007-05-01T22:59:00.000-07:00

Disengaged and unfastened

Markers and pen on paper, PS manipulation

2007-04-27T07:44:00.000-07:00

Flavour for my night

Chinese ink and collage on paper, PS manipulation.

2007-04-25T23:02:00.000-07:00

Shoot and Burst

Pencil, markers and paint on paper.

2007-04-09T19:57:00.000-07:00

Will be back very soon. Space-watching.

2007-03-03T21:47:00.000-08:00

Paint markers on wallet for a friend's friend.

2007-01-31T07:48:00.000-08:00

AIZ x INK.10

2007-01-27T08:44:00.000-08:00

A DTB Collaboration.

From left: AlotONE, Aiz, Ink.10, Nek, Beat

2007-01-02T20:10:00.000-08:00

A colabo with Basic

More to come with more glove doctor doctor. Thanks Syco for the tag too. =)

2006-12-19T19:42:00.000-08:00

A mural painting for a p3/5 class in ACS(jr)

Thanks Kak Nur for the food treats and my lovely Goldilocks for the great company
=)

2006-12-14T20:21:00.000-08:00

Markers in blackbook.
A brazilian street art inspiration.

2006-10-07T16:19:00.000-07:00

Paint and acrylic on cartridge piece

2006-09-27T01:28:00.000-07:00

A little something for my partner-in-crime in school on her birthday.
Markers and paint on canvas.

2006-09-11T06:22:00.000-07:00

Hooked up with TagOne, Basic and Newa last Saturday.

Basic

TagOne's

Newa

From left; Osaka guy, Basic, Newa, TagOne, Ink.ten

It was a great day with you guys.
Much thanks too to KGB for the tag. =))

2006-08-12T23:38:00.000-07:00

Zano's designed tee shirt

2006-08-03T09:44:00.000-07:00

Dark perception

2006-07-19T02:13:00.000-07:00

Let The Angel Free
A picture graphic inspiration.

2006-06-17T20:02:00.000-07:00

Designed something on a tee for a birthday.

Ouh.
I'm tagged again. Thanks alot lah Nel eh. Hahhha.

Name 3 Schools you went to :
Assyakirin
Juying Primary
Juying Secondary

3 things in your purse/handbag :
Stickers,Cash,IC

Name 3 things you really do when you're really stressed :
Turn on headset to full blast
Call Juliana
Sketch

Name 3 places you go on a daily basis :
Work
Home
Washroom

Name 3 favorite fruits :
Grapes, Durian, Watermelon

Name 3 names you go by :
Ink, Nad, Kid

Name 3 of your favourite foods :
Mcdonalds' big breakfast
Cavana's black pepper chicken rice
Instant creamy corn

Name 3 who is in the house with you :
Mom, Dad, Brother

Name 3 who are you thinking about right now:
Nel, Ajim, Ana

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
Mom

Who do you sit next to in your period class?
I hadn't been to school for the past 8 months

Who was the last person you told you loved?
Juliana

Who do you wish you were with right now?
BB

Who gets on your nerves the most at school?
LWK

Where do you live?
Jurong West

Where is your phone?
Right in front of me

Where is the last place you took a ride to?
From Goldy's place back home

Where in your house are you?
My room

What was the last thing you ate?
Red bean bread

What colour shirt are you wearing?
Black

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
My computer desk

What did you like best about school?
When period ends

What is your favourite colour?
Maroon

What do you wear more: jeans or shorts?
Jeans

When did you start school?
Five

When is your b'dae?
110189

When did you last go to the mall?
6 hours ago

When was the last time you bought a pair of pants?
Last month

When did you last burn something?
Yesterday

2006-06-15T22:39:00.000-07:00

Floral and veins.
Paint markers on cloth.

Erks.
I've been tagged by Goldy lah. 6 weird facts/things/habits about me;

1)I can't sleep till my celly's underneath my pillow
2)I like the smell of dettol
3)I would never wear bikinis
4)I enjoy eating sandwiches upside down
5)I laugh when enraged
6)I want jump out of an airplane at 30 000 feet

Okay all done.

2006-06-03T12:13:00.000-07:00

Something for my bestie darling Goldylocks on her 17th birthday.

2006-05-14T15:29:00.000-07:00

Something for the desktop.

Been pretty much occupied with work.
The camera's not with me for the past few weeks up till now. Ah.

ps.
I love you, mom.

2006-04-27T12:25:00.000-07:00

Happy happy happy. Yes I am.
Alhamdullillah.

Sketch.

Fusion

2006-04-15T20:10:00.000-07:00

Submission entry for Giordano's graphic tee design contest.
World Without Strangers.

2006-03-21T19:05:00.000-08:00

Markers on converse sneaks.

2006-03-04T00:01:00.000-08:00

Sticker.

2006-02-26T17:04:00.000-08:00

Coming soon.

Anyway,
Final Destination 3 was @#%#$% awesome.

2006-02-20T13:47:00.000-08:00

Designed tee for Jr. Jyians of 3A1.

front

back

2006-02-06T16:20:00.000-08:00

Random character sketching.

Yeay yeay.
Back in SG. Was across the causeway since Sat.

Been having bad coughs for a week. Can't stop.
Anybody've got fast-relieving remedies? Do call me. Thank you.

2006-02-03T21:02:00.000-08:00

Yeay. I had good company plus shopping today.

In the mean time, quick sketches for Ewan's friends.

Have a nice day people.

2006-01-26T17:52:00.000-08:00

One of the pages.

Sorethroat, please please go away. -_-

2006-01-20T19:11:00.000-08:00

Markers in sketchbook.

Hadn't been to any projects lately. Just keeping on with ink and blackbook.

Ahhh. I need a getaway.

Company anyone?

2006-01-17T23:01:00.000-08:00

Will be back until further notice.

2006-01-09T19:48:00.000-08:00

Markers on paper.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha people.=)

2006-01-01T22:37:00.000-08:00

Not much hands-on lately.
Just doodles.

It's 2006 baybeh.
The year had past leaving behind memories and scars. Ahh.
The one which lead to tears, joy and sadness. A hell of a year, the one I had to go through, trying to breathe in the midst of stress and peer pressure. The big examination and all made me a better soul. The year I've made good and new friends, and the ones whom left without specific reasons.

Hah.

May 2006 be a blessing one.

My new year resolution?
Be true to myself.

2005-12-30T13:27:00.000-08:00

Customized cups for relatives from pahang. Souveniers made in SG.
They've gone back home now. I miss them.

Um.
Is anybody bored?

2005-12-23T23:40:00.000-08:00

Bombing session with Lul' and Locase.
Met Basic and Sleaz.

Lul's piece

LoCase's

Mr Basic

sleaZ at work

Merry Christmas.
Be good and sober, people.

2005-12-22T20:42:00.000-08:00

I stayed home today and cleaned up all the dust in my room.
Sparkly clean.
Heaheah.

And I found these unwanted wire cases. So I was bored.

2005-12-16T16:11:00.000-08:00

It's mom and dad's anniverssary.
Have yet to get them something. Hmm.

Did some sketches.
OldSkooL style.

TTFN.
Think I've got sorethroat.
Argh.

2005-12-08T14:33:00.000-08:00

Managed to catch Saw II over at tiong bahru's with my girlfriends last night. I felt like throwing up throughout the show. Damn. Gore-ness. Arrgh. Complimentary entry into Zouk before seven last night? Kua kua.

Went BB the other day. Late pix. Was lazy too lazy to upload. Nyehh. Together with Lul' and era. Running out of cans. Lucky Lul' brought paints. So did something. I was rushing. So it was something - at least.

TTFN.

2005-12-07T22:18:00.000-08:00

Paste-ups in Malacca.

2005-12-05T20:21:00.000-08:00

Ink and markers on plank.

Back in SG.
Bored. Slack. TV. Comp. Food.

I need good mood.

2005-12-03T19:30:00.000-08:00

Customized drum sticks for my brother.
Just something to spruce up his jamming sessions.

Prolly spending a night in malacca today.
Shhessh.

2005-12-02T20:50:00.000-08:00

Quick one.
Am bored. Aah. Damn it. It's just junks, music, food, tv and music today. I'm slacking like crazy. Ana's over at Tampines for the wedding. The rest are like, so job-addicted. Everybody's working. I'm missing people.
2 more weeks? I'm going insane.

Not much hands-on. Stupid cramps. It's just painkillers every 4 hours. Still, they're temporary.

Shopping with Ewan yesterday.

Cash, where are you baby? Come to momma.

2005-11-28T01:15:00.000-08:00

27th November. They met. Fall in love. He's a policeman. She's his junior.
Wooweee. Got married. Years later. 3 lovely kids. Love was strong. 18 yrs together.
Happy anniversary. I love the food, mom. Nyahaha.

Wasn't much today.
Went Assyakirin to collect result slip. A pass. Yay.

Today's so random.

Stickers:

1.13 am. Not sleepy.
Fuck MSN. No connection.

2005-11-25T21:09:00.000-08:00

Today's cool. Real cool.
Nyahahahah.

Little bit of pastin' up here and there.
And food. Then food. Then food
Fun and madness.

Tired.
Need to sleep.

2005-11-23T21:20:00.000-08:00

I managed to catch Harry Potter in theaters today.
Nyeehehe. It was alright, although I was too lazy to read the book.

Got alot of things to be done. Don't know which to start on first.

Haha.

Aniways, did the design for the scouts tee for my school. So my friend had had it printed out already. It's "leaders" actually. Hmmm.

back

front

Alright. My cousins and Uncle are here. Last-minute raya-ing.
Nyeahaha.

2005-11-22T18:04:00.000-08:00

The war has ended.
Hell is over.

I've had my last paper earlier this afternoon and then met Tisya to get the concert tix. Dinner is inclusive. 4-6pm. 29 Nov.

I'm fully booked for the rest of the week. Yup, pretty much I suppose. Alot of enjoying to be done. Nyahahaha. Can't wait.
Not much hands-on since the last few months. Gosh. It was terrible. However, did something to my long-lost cap i've found.

Okay, I feel so tired today.

The weather is perfect. =)

2005-10-11T20:01:00.000-07:00

I'll be away for a while.

Will be back until further notice.

In the mean time, happy fasting.
And an advanced Hari Raya people.

2005-09-30T10:59:00.000-07:00

I could do nothing but to stare blankly at my marked script. I wasn't sure of myself, did not know what to do. Whether to cry, to laugh, or to merely act as if nothing has happened.

What the fuck was I even thinking.

Wasn't really flabbergasted but rather in a sense of dissactisfaction. My mind started roaming about every single shit I've gone through, and going to go through.
I couldnt pay attention anymore and to what the heck yong was even bullshitting in front of the projector.

Where am I heading to without math.

30 more days to the real shit and here I am, grasping for positiveness.
Maybe I'll be away for a while.
Away from entertainment. Away from distractions and all other shit.

I'll need to go out and get some air.

God bless.

2005-09-26T21:39:00.000-07:00

So apparently, mugging outdoors is much better at times.
Was able to distress wih a few rounds on the skates too. Well that was yesterday.

I'm over with fnn and physics paper earlier this morning. I mean, they are like the ones which I longed to be over and finally I survived my way through.

Headed out with Ana and had latte over at Mcafe earlier today. We had a long and serious talk which I must admit, made a considerable impact towards my view/perspective against the society. I bought something over at somewhere but I'm not sure of myself to actually made the effort of purchasing that little something, soon enough to be given away.
What the heck.

Oh, I managed to settle myself with one of Sandra Brown's classics today. I believe I need different mediums to keep myself off the stress.
Yeah, Ramadan is coming. So does the O's.

Accounts prelim paper tomorrow.
Duration given: 60mins, and I'm off back home.

2005-09-24T21:35:00.000-07:00

Sheeesh.
Chap did the font words while I worked on the bunch of lotus.
Hmph.

2005-09-23T21:22:00.000-07:00

It seemed that I have loads to rant about a minute ago but ideas apparently just faint away as I felt a rush through my back. The fact that I felt rather high a second ago made myself wander why the sudden mood-drop.

I'm back home 37.5 minutes ago and I'm still clad in my violet hollister's top. Actually I felt like not doing anything but to just sit, and recall. Its CISCO-RAFFLES-MEDICAL-CENTRE-SPICY-INDIAN-CUISINE-SPEEDBOAT-BY-THE-BAY-DAY. Hahah.
Don't bother to think anyway. Its between me and life.

Prelims are ending next week and that includes about one-third of major papers left. Oh, and chemistry p2 has ended earlier this morning and I could say nothing less. If only I concentrated on qualitative analysis, I knew I would have scored. Perhaps I'll mug later if the education mood smacked me.

Meanwhile, did some stenciling and random images.

Will be meeting the crew tomorrow morning.
Oh, 8am is such a dread.

2005-09-18T21:28:00.001-07:00

How great.
Diagnosed with fever and flu in the middle of prelims. Talk about endurement.

Meanwhile, had fun with last fiday nite's latern festival. Ana, By and Zee was there too. Thx guys. Will be completing the mural prolly next week.
More images will be posted soon.

Props to ana for the pixs/

God bless ink.

2005-09-12T20:15:00.000-07:00

Design proposal for upcoming Lantern Nite Fest's Showcase.

I was listening to Rooster's Deep and Meaningless while reorganising my file when he suddenly came into my room and sat beside me, on my bed. He randomly flipped through my black book and said, "i don't like you to design for your future.Think far.How about engineering or something?"
I could say nothing, grit my teeth, and looked away. Trying not to choke, I kept my cool and hope he'll just leave me alone.

Just when I heard footsteps fading away, I lie back on my bed and turned my headset on to full blast. And suddenly things started to get blur and my cheeks felt wet. It's not surprising, but I hate it when that happens.

2005-09-08T22:27:00.000-07:00

After prayers a while ago I just felt that I've got a lot of circumstances coming my way which are going to be inevitable. I know I can't do nothing about it but there's this voice, kept telling me that everything is going to be fine, and that I should just lay back and chill. At times I know they aren't the way they should be but my mind is just too weak to defend my own self-esteem. I've been thinking about this for a while, and I think I gonna get all bewildered if I don't put this to a stop. Hah. What am I even thinking for goodness sake.

And so today headed to the library to mug some chem with ana and imran. Then again the ever-nowhere-else-so-boring-town.

Now I feel so tired I wanna drag myself to my bed. But hell no, i can't. Not finishing my coursework makes me guilty.

Oh, and tff is coming over tomorrow. But I don't think I'm gonna attend accounts class.

Hahah.

2005-09-05T16:43:00.000-07:00

At times I find it hard to put my thinkings to a halt. I sit, and freaking stuff start spreading through my brain cells which I really mind as a matter of fact.

I kept on reading and hearing people merely complaining about their love life and how sick they are with their BFs/GFs. They should be thankful though, having ones by their side, lavishing love and care. I don't know about people. They have what they want, and yet nothing is still enough. How I wish though, I could have that one to exist in my life. In my kind of life. If only God would be kind enough to let me meet one. Someday. Somehow. Maybe in the train on my way back home. While crossing the streets perhaps. Or maybe even in Mcdonalds. Just somewhere where everything's fated and a flash of smile will do good. :)
It's been some time since this kind of feeling came striking on me. I just thought, I'm missing something in life that human beings are actually enjoying while they're on the 3rd rock from the sun. It will come one day, will it?

Anyways,
yesterday was like a nightmare. Only that it happened when the sun was up. Everything was doing good up till the point when the rain started to pour. We were cold, drenched, soaked. It was still raining cats and dogs after 12 noon and we had no choice but to get high on aerosol under the green canvas. Well I brought the filter but it was rather uncomfortable having it covering 3/4 of my face most of the time. And I hate mud. Yes, the thickly brown mushy mud. The whole point was just having pure fun with Lul' and slimo and syah too.
Hah.

I had 2.5 hours of physics class in school earlier today. Coming right up will be history tomorrow. And yeah, I'm all done with those source-based assignments. Now I'm left to finish up on my DM part of the coursework and start mugging already.

Such a long post.
Don't blame me. I'm filled with thoughts today. =)

2005-09-03T14:23:00.000-07:00

I woke up in the morning and thanked God my nose is still in place with no side effects of fractures or bruises. The pain is still inevitable though. Like, it hurts whenever I try to breathe deeply or sneeze.
Apparently my nose was hit by a guy, who without prior warning, all of a sudden turned and wanted to sprint. His damn hard head knocked the bone of my nose and the impact was !@$@#$%#234%$^!. For a moment I thought I've broke my nose. Well I couldn't help but trickles of tears came gushing down.
I felt like bashing that guy up or taking my 649-page accounts book and hit his hard-head back.

Saturday mornings are always meant for revision. So yeah, did trigo and organic chemistry. Now I'm fulled with education. It'll fade soon enough though. I know.

Well I need to purchase and exchange some stuff over at NTCT later. Company anyone?
Hmmmm. Will also be meeting syah and head down to assyakirin to spend the night there. Heard we'll be learning astronomy and study stars over the roof top when the sun goes down. Cool? I hope.

Haha.

2005-08-27T14:29:00.000-07:00

Sketched this a few days ago. I'm not sure about my imagination. Aerosol in the sky or something like that. Yeah. Whatever. I'm not focused. It's random.

Right, as I was saying,
Molly goth, I've been rather busy engrossing and engaging myself with books. I mean, I've just got to push it all at this very final lap. No doubt it's stressing but I hope I'll get to reap the sweetness at the end of it. I've got 4 days of tutorials in a week and that excludes 4 hours of plain and dry revision every single day after school. So that simply spells me getting home after 6 every day. That also means I won't be spending hours in front of the pc like I've always been pampering myself to. Yeah, talk about pressure.

Prelims for sci practical is this coming monday. I just hope everything will be fine on that day and I would be able to recall all the reactions of cations and anions and all those whatever heck it is. You know I hate science. I've just finished mugging on chem this morning. So now I can at least stop brooding for a while.

And yea, I won't be updating much since my prelims are coming and the O's is a couple of months away.

Guess I won't be meeting Era today, to discuss for the upcoming graff comp this 4th sept. Mom wants me go to this I-dont-know-who's-wedding is being held. Ergh. You know, the time where you need to be clad in kebaya and be dressed up for the occasion. And all those seen once-in-a-year makciks with their, "ouh..ini anaknya? Dah besar..dier."

URGH.

2005-08-18T20:02:00.000-07:00

Customized shoes for my Ana.
Did em' over the weekends.

Other than that, things have been rather hectic these few days. I mean, nothing has been getting me to be on the move in life and at times I merely feel that I'm losing out in certain areas. Everyday is filled with plain and dry revision.

On another note, school will be ending at 6 every single day to cater to all graduating classes' needs. They are considering Saturdays too. WTF.
It's not that I'm totally against it but hmmm, I need time to adapt to vast changes.

I'm through with the EL O levels oral and don't bother to ask how I did, cos honestly, I'm not sure about my performance. I'm not sure whether I'm blabbering, talking, or chatting.

Oh, before I forgot,
I found a SCREW in my cheese fries while eating with Ana over at KFC yesterday. No wonder the cheese tasted rusty. Hmmmmmm.

2005-08-12T21:44:00.000-07:00

random pieces produced

The art of emancipation is hard to be recognized, especially when you face many challenges in life, including facing with the ones whom you thought love you the most than anyone ever does. So, why does these hard-to-take pecks and carps often smack me whenever I look life in a positive perspective?
And do all positiveness and happy moments should be returned with depression and dejection? I don't really mind having to be reprimanded or perhaps upbraided once in a while. But having to be critized for a fault or offense rapidly is rather grievous for me. It not only hurts but at the same time, making me lose my self-assurance as an individuality. Now as I was saying, I've got my O'level MT result earlier in school today and I'm exceptionally glad about it.
Headed down to TM and BB today. As for tomorrow, I have to get up early for
this-i-think-not-necessary activity over at YCSS.

2005-08-09T21:41:00.000-07:00

Ahh, yes.
Happy birthday Singapura.

Didn't head down to the padang, east coast, nor the esplanade for the fireworks. Went down to JE and BB. Typically of course, seeing souls clad in red every now and then. And then to Ana's crib celebrating Juraida's birthday. Customized flip-flops and a green tote for that sweety pie.

2005-08-08T19:10:00.000-07:00

Not been to any recent paste-ups or bombing sessions recently.
Apparently I have to be persist and boost up the lack of emotional agitation in me.
Yes, examinations are around the corner. Prelims, orals, mock tests, practicals and all those shit life has offered me. And can you believe having tutorials on the early morning of National Day?

I can't stand leaving all those blank papers and markers and tins of aerosol chucked to one side of my room. As for further upcoming posts, I'll just rant.
Rant about life, love, picks and fusses, subjective responses, tempers and typical ink.
Graff wise,
will be bombing the school's wall with much thanks to mr saz. But in the midst of all those assignments, I still can't figure out a slot.

School ended at 11 today but seemingly I ended up moodless and not completing any of my coursework and tutorials' assignments. I need to mug in a little while.
I'll still try to view life in a better perspective.

God bless ink.

2005-08-01T20:25:00.000-07:00

Dear mom,

if I ever fail to conquer this war of my last lap, with much sorrows please accept my apologies. It ain't enough just to phrase "I'm sorry".

But dear mom guess I'm too weak to move on.
You lavished me love and told me to hold on. You wanted hopes and so much dreams. You said life ain't hard and that I have to succeed. But dear mom you see, it ain't simple as it seems. You told me to attack when I'm running out of gun. I'm losing control here mom can't you see all these tears?

It's painful to bring fervent hopes back to you. But mom listen here, I still love you yes I do. It's rather clear now as you can see, just a matter of time since it all begun.

My white flag is ready and I'm telling you mom. I'm not that sure if I'll change for the better. But hereby I say, I'm going to surrender.

Much love,
Ink.10.

2005-07-31T00:59:00.000-07:00

Last night over at TJCC was a blast.
The official opening was jammed packed with people but hey, the more the merrier.
Performances by taufik, sly, tanya, sheikh haikel, school performances and graff showcases. Oh, and beautifully decorated night sky filled with colourful fireworks for the finale.
Got back at gran's crib late and tiredness was making me weak. Got to school earlier this afternoon though, and back home after having out for dinner with them all just now. Check out some pix and captions.

Out of the 1800 designed merlion statues, FINALLY I found mine. The one in white, painted in tribal and drippings heart on it. =)

up close

ink.ten, by

Enough images.
I need my bed for now.

2005-07-30T15:34:00.000-07:00

It has been such a cold and nippy saturday since this morning. The sky has darkened and the lightnings are roaring. The rain is pouring and the weather is shivery.
Or at least that was what I heard while mugging on my books and notes earlier today.

I woke up at 7 to start on some revision and assignments. Apparently ana was right - saturday mornings are the best to start with education work. Was able to focus and be devoted for about 4 hours.

Will be heading out to tjcc in a little while. Graff showcases and special appearance performances by the SG idol. And will be sleeping over at gran's crib for the night.

GOD BLESS ink.

2005-07-29T20:33:00.000-07:00

After much confusion, pure misconceptions and further misapprehension, I guess the time has come now, where things are all proper in place once again, as usual. It has been months as a matter of fact, months of losing, eluding fun and gaiety-missing. Souls have been back to normal and I'm glad about it. Soundly and without much harassment, we are happy like those old times.

And yah,
headed to the newly-built national library earlier today. You know, simply to keep on breathing in SG oxygen and keep up with todayness. Did sketches over at BK and a cam-regimen sessions.

Nothing much of 290805.
Will be going out for dinner in a little while.
GOD BLESS YOU PEOPLE.

2005-07-26T16:44:00.000-07:00

In silence, I lied. Soon the day will come, where the truths will unfold. By themselves, I believe, they will be told. Killing me at the same time, throwing all my hopes ever so high. I'll be pushed again to grab those dreams. Those dreams of fairytales of mine and happy endings I thought would never come true. The fact is, I've been lying all alone. Pushing my soul to the very last lap. Being seen all those eyes around me crying, bleeding, screaming their hearts out and never let me go. I'm crawling on my own. Despite shots of remarks piercing through my body cells making me weak and hard to get up again.
But soon enough, the black starts to evolve into an undefined state, where the sun, once again start to shine all over me. Now I'm recharged with a strong and an ultimately new revolution. Spontaneously, the clouds start to growl, lightnings showing off their talents with much angerness. All over again now, I'm searching for the one.

The one who cares and comprehend this every statement I've been placing.
Those classics crap thoughts are back. I guess.

2005-07-23T20:50:00.000-07:00

I've been diagnosed with high fever and a really bad sore throat since last night. But apparently that did not stop me from attending the Jyian Nite yesterday. I was on the verge of blacking out though, but I'm still alive. Check these images out.

Stage backdrop: Credits to DSP.

ana, syah, yest, ink.ten

that "rock band"

bought those bears. notice they are wearing our school's uniform. lol.

ink10, tish, ana

Got home around a few hours ago and the sting in my throat is getting worse. Now let's see:
I've got like a tonne of work to be done. There's coursework, upcoming physics test, SS, and math. Plus chem and tutorials' assignments. Not forgetting revision for all the subjects. I need to be reminded of the Os-are-coming every now and then. For now I don't think I'm getting better. Guess I won't be able to attend school tomorrow.

2005-07-22T15:29:00.000-07:00

Images taken yesterday in conjunction of RHD 2005:

tash.nel.by.ink10

4E2

US and principal HARRIS

KUZZIN always.

yup. temporary indians for the day.

As I was saying,
it's either I'll be down with fever tomorrow, or having an ulcer in my throat at the same time. I HATE IT WHEN THIS HAPPENS. It's hard to swallow at any food at all. I mean, even my saliva find it hard to get through my throat. There's this sting that I'll get everytime I eat. Then I just realized that the condition around me are getting cooler, in a sense that my goose pimples keep standing every now and then. For that, I straightway put on my long-sleeves right after I got home from school. and I've just drank my remedy - warm water + squeezed lime juice + 2tbsp of honey.

Planned to go for a bombing session with DSP and U2 tommorrow but I've got tutorials and I need to mug for tests. Shhessh.
Another note,
will be heading down for the Jyian Nite later.Thank God I've got the tix at the eleventh hour. Syah will be tagging along too. *YEAY*
And before that I'll have to meet her and to pass our designed merlion statue to the educator's place.
Or maybe tomorrow. I feel like so weak today.

2005-07-16T22:14:00.000-07:00

Upon seeing all the different people all around me, I am startled at times seeing that people seems to be rather shallow in terms of character and well-being. Not that I'm being desperate to showcase my own strength, but somehow or rather, I feel good about being on my own and not having the cunning ability and thoughts of stealing ideas. I'm not sure though - the way I see others. I'm not confused nor unsure. I've actually developed this sense of hatred towards my mate who's officially has become my top-on-the-list-enemy-of-the-year. No doubt she has gained loads of attention from people, but her attitude as an individuality is really disturbing me. She's an imitator unknowingly, secretly, without prior knowledge. Read this and get how I feel. Sorry for the guilt-alert to anyone who thinks she's the one. I'm just posting my thoughts and I've got nothing to lose. Thank you.

Today wasn't much.
Wicked aura was in the neighbourhood and I managed to watch their utterly heart-melting performance for a while.
Headed to the library down at the esplanade to finish up my assignments and did some sketches. With God's will, I met shoc1 in the middle of the hustle and bustle of citylink, unplanned. I got home around 2 hours ago and these eyes are already getting heavy.
I'm getting my peck-therapy for the moment now. My phobia that often hits me every now and is getting much worse, causing me to end up putting my headset on and turn my music to full blast.

For these are what I have to say for tonight,
I've done enough.

2005-07-14T23:18:00.000-07:00

Ain't sketching graff for the time being.
Ink.10's tribal mood is on again. Check out.

Was jaded today since the crack of dawn. Have been hitting the books and notes up till tutorials. Am supposed to be hitting my bed by now, but it won't hurt having sleepless nights once in a while. Except for some dozing off during ERP tomorow morning I should say.

O-level MT LC tomorrow. And hell, 4.30 in the afternoon is such a drag.
Anyways,
was glad that uzy's video clip was a hit in school.

Another note,
Jyian night's next friday. Plan to do the stage backdrop was flipped. Damn. Some people are just credit-hungry.

Until then. I made some rules for myself starting from today.

1) Drink 8 glasses of PLAIN water everday.
2) Stop eating and munching junkies after 6PM.
3) Love myself.

2005-07-07T16:51:00.000-07:00

Bullet points are so much better sometimes:

1. I can't practically figure out why, I keep on getting sleepy in chem class.
2. I've got tutorials later at 6.
3. I'm addicted to hot choc with marshmellows. Much thanks to that uncle.
4. Prelims are less than 3 months time.
5. I practically abhor when bitches start to offend my tff. Get something better to do people. Like jump off a building or something.
6. I need to grab something in the kitchen after this.
7. I'm in need of a miracle to spice things up. Like, my personal genie who can grant my every wish.
8. ----
9. ----
10.I don't hate life. Life hates me.

Until then.
Images taken somewhere around that time. Its art-on-the-sand.

lil' aero hits the sand.

2005-07-04T18:51:00.000-07:00

I don't actually hate life although I kept on reiterating how sucking and inequitable life is. Being the fact that I often lead myself to complex situations, I myself don't quite comprehend the kind of state I really want myself to be in. Often, I'm hit with major strain and tension making me all unearthly at any point of time. Perhaps it is fair, seeing and realizing that this game of life is full of ups and downs. Typical ain't it? Almost. Though, my kind of game do differ from others. It's merely about falling and getting up again. On my own. No, not those crap thoughts of mine again, these are realistically life-talking.
So,
no school today and I woke up reasonably late and headed out with my mates for some usual brain-drilling. It feels so good being able to get back to those pens mood after days of laziness. This shall be inculcated for around 4 more months or so and then everything will be officially over. I'll try my best not to whine or murmur in any way at all.
Another thing,
I hate blind-fondness.
All of the sudden, I feel so uncomfartable, scared and censurable over no specific fucking reasons at all.
Or do I?

2005-07-03T19:59:00.000-07:00

Images taken last friday evening. Home coming dinner cum JYSS tenth anniversary.

US + mr saz

Behold. The power of 4E2.

Baby.Ink_10.Ana.Dee.Zee.

Trust me. She's not like this in class.

Kay that's all.
I'm running out of time now.

ps; Life is painful it hurts.
At least I've got someone by my side.
Enough sayings.

2005-06-27T15:29:00.000-07:00

Stickies and stickies and stickies. Lol.

School has started.
So there goes the educators, over and over again trying to inculcate the petrifying ambience in class of how near the big O is.
I've been thinking and reflecting a lot about what life is offering me these few days.
I've been strucked by, er, uber sadness and a lil'bit of, er, bad communication towards er, a comrade.
I'm not acting. Okay, perhaps at times.
I'll have to STOP, rewind back and just, FREEZE.

2005-06-25T17:06:00.000-07:00

Customized name for Haiqel.

Won't be doing much of paste-ups these days.
Will be busy with coursework, homecoming dinner, prelims etc.
Still will be producing stickies though, and some DSP bombing if there're opportunities.

Until then.

2005-06-24T21:49:00.000-07:00

When TFFs meet, they spell UBER ABSURDNESS. Nothing stops them from being unearthly at any point of time. They are masters and wizards of senselessness.

Headed down to town with Ana earlier today and did some usual hahaha and hehehe here and there. LOL. I lurve that BABE.
Bought a designed tote and and did some stick-ups of lil murd.
Dad's birthday today. Bought the cake and I'm glad Dad liked my gift.

It's almost 10.
I hope that SOUL got selected for the comp.
GOD BLESS YOU PEOPLE.

2005-06-23T12:55:00.000-07:00

Drop by Kovan yesterday simply to check out DSP on the 100m metre board. *Great job, bro. DSP all the way.*

After which, headed down to IMM for some "surprise-surprise". Hah. And straightaway to aunt aini's place up till now. Poor nadia jr. being diagnosed with high fever and down wih bad flu. Need to buy her something to cheer her up.
OUH, and by the way,
was rather surprised to see Asyraf on the news last night. Ahem. Haha.

There'll be a graff showcase @ YP today but I've got tutorials later. So great.
Aniway, I received a bad-tantrum call a few minutes ago, just enough to spoil my day.

ps*
I love my grandmom.
I don't want to go home.

2005-06-21T16:56:00.000-07:00

At this point of time when I'm all screwed up, having tangled thoughts and being convoluted, I wouldn't say myself being stressed. It's having to be accentuated in actual fact. So many things happening all around and there I am, trying to grasp for oxygen, simply to keep up with life so as not to be left out in any way or another. I'll keep on beaming and grinning, like as if everything's alright and perfectly okay. Hell no, I'm not, honestly. But those displays of "sincere" behaviour has become too casual and spontaneous that at times, I can't even comprehend my trueself. See what I mean? I'm just typing away and heeding every word my mind is telling me to type. And there you are, reading away, trying to understand what the fuck am I going through.
I'm being carried away by crap thoughts every now and then. Though now's worse.

Right, okay.
Asyraf headed down to Kovan earlier today for some bombing together with 15 other graff writers. Planned to head down too, but there's tutorials later. I've got SS RETEST tomorrow morning. But school's gonna end at 9.30. Yah, okay, Ana, I know, you're bloody lucky you don't have to get up early at 6.30, dressed up in that lame brown uniform and off to school.Hmmph.

Until then.
TODAY is 210605.

Time sure flies fast. Real fast.

2005-06-18T13:37:00.000-07:00

I've done a little bit of math earlier this morning. Alright, it was sort of a-no-choice-but-have-to kind of thing which over and over again I've said, I ABHOR. It's all done though, and now I'm pampering myself through this kind of relishing activity.
Much said,
yesterday was fun and amazingly-adventurous. You wouldn't know. It's between syah and me and our LIVES IN ACTUAL FACT. We almost got killed. No kidding.
Met up with syah and volunteered ourselves to collect donations at an isolated place. Somewhere where there are british and army camps, near the railway track, in queenstown, faraway from building and homes. It was, well, menyeramkan to be specific. It turned out pretty well soon enough though. *winks to syah*

Got home at bout 5 and hang out with that sweetie again and unsangkarably, met up with better-unsaid-people. Did some paste-up over at queenstown. Too much absurdness, we missed wicked aura's opening performance. 34*#6^%#^. Hah. That shall be enough.

170605 =

along the railway

10 yrs of friendship

crazy.

syah with "lil aerosol"

Will be going out for lunch with mom and dad. The monkeys are not in spore thanks to aunt aini. : ]
I need to pass Naza's customized hidden mickey's canvas shoes. Meeting her shortly.
Urm, then will be heading to malacca. Again. That includes overseas shopping . Hell yeah. Obviously.

2005-06-14T13:57:00.000-07:00

I'm back in merlion city around 2 last night. Did some shopping and got myself some random stuffs. A couple of ear hoops, a green bag, sweater, bags of chocolates, plain stickies etc.
I miss a whole load of people back here.
Anyway,
had fun last sat with everybody. Syah and era headed down to BG too. Thanks for being there guys. Mr and mrs saz brought their baby along. Didn't emerged as winners but had fun and it was great.

St. Project In. is planning to do a graff showcase for the upcoming homecoming dinner, though. Will be working on that soon.
Not sure whether will be joining marc ecko's comp. Maybe not. Hm.
Till then.
Nothing much had been going on.
Simply slacking at home and getting some work done.

2005-06-10T16:33:00.000-07:00

The past few days had been spent mostly in the kitchen to start and prepare for the practical. Well everything turned up great yesterday for me as what has been planned before. The Waldorf Rice was a disaster though, but I couldn't understand why those educators kept saying they were great and having 2nd and third rounds. Anyways, we helped out the rest for the practical today and they turned out great too. Erm, except for some spills and breaks and bad time management. Images will be updated soon.
Hmm. Ana must be having a blast over in PD by now. God, I miss those beautiful beaches there. *sigh*

Okay.
The graff comp is on @ hong kah north cc tomorrow. I'll be teaming up with As. So yeah, St. Project Inc is on their way tomorrow. Much thanks to mr saz who's kind enough to supply us with the spray cans.
And that spells me going off overseas in the evening after everything has ended.
Until then, did some typical sketches a few days ago:

So that's it. See you guys tomorrow if you're coming down.
God bless.

2005-06-08T09:38:00.000-07:00

I don't see a point in life being the fact that I can't practically be flying high for a long period of time. Something will get on my way and start spoiling everything up. Now everything is turning bad without any severe warning making me startled all of sudden. Well perhaps I know this would be happening, but I just can't accept the fact that it is.
I'll try to stop complaining. Life offered these to me aniway.
As called me last night and said the comp. was uncancelled. And I'm about to go overseas this coming friday. I can't afford to miss it too. I'm still praying though.
Will be heading down to school to layout the table soon, in about 65.9 minutes time.
I've said enough for now.

2005-06-06T15:05:00.000-07:00

I'm munching on my fruits and raisins' cake at the moment. Now, let's get this straight:
My June holidays are actually turning into June NIGHTMARES. Coursework, time plans, research, development and all those other CRAPS I have to actually live with. I'd rather sketch and design for 345970 hours. Even RATNA is being a peeve each day. Well, other than the fact she's being a goody-educator, I'll say that she's being too accentuating when it comes to national exams. In fact, I don't even comprehend the kind of work and assignment she actually wants. I'm not being fussy or fastidious but somehow or rather, I'm just super fed-up over her. She's down with a 38.7 fever though, so at least that'll get her "slow" for some time. Heheh.

Aniways,
there's no school tomorrow. Which basically means SLEEP IN for me. For God's sake, I've been waking up at 6.38 every morning (excluding weekends) since the start of the holidays which really SUCKS.
And Dad actually bought the new mp3 player for uzy and me yesterday which was like, so, "all-of-a-sudden-kinda-thing".
As for on Friday, I'll be going overseas-shopping babay. Ewan will be tagging along too. KL perhaps.

On another note,
it's Ajim's 22nd birthday tomorrow and he's taking an off-day. So maybe I'll be meeting him tomorrow. I've already bought the gift though, but not absolutely sure about it. Hmm.
I really hope he'll like the ring.

Until then, meet someone new from minagraffz creations' and some random sketches:

DEAR GOD,
bless me.